I’m
fit. At 6’ 1” tall I generally weigh in
at about 170 lbs. Exercise is my
secret—not much of a secret I guess—but there it is. And because I’m seemingly healthy, and
because I work with a stringent budget, I’ve never seen too much reason to be
very concerned about my diet. I eat out
at fast food restaurants on a regular basis, and will often have frozen pizza
for dinner.
Outside of
my slack diet I’m exceedingly disciplined; I even have my own code of ethics
which I’ve designed to cultivate tremendous intellectual and spiritual
rigor. There have been times where my
diet was very healthy and balanced. I
was working very hard at getting in better shape while I resided at one of a
few group homes which I’ve had to live in.
That fell to the wayside when I moved out and had to afford my groceries
on a budget of less than $1000 a month.
This amount of money included what I received in food stamps—and much of
that $1000 had to be spent on rent.
Food is
important to how we function and how we feel.
I’ve just realized how true that statement really is. I have just done a twenty-four hour fast
where all that crossed my lips was water.
During said twenty-four hours I had a headache, I threw up, and I was
lethargic. Throwing up was mostly due to
taking a multi-vitamin on an empty stomach (oops). The headache was mild and was probably
because I drank no coffee. But the
lethargy was very seemingly linked only to my lack of nutrition.
After I
finished my fast, which was less than one and a half hours ago, I felt
completely renewed and revitalized. My
food cravings were different than what I’m used to; I had tomato soup and a
salad to get off my fast—with just a few potato chips. In this short time after getting food back
into my stomach, my mind is functioning on another level; and I am much more mindful
of my wellness and nutrition.
Now that
I’ve come to this place of heightened mindfulness for my nutrition, I will
experiment with mini-fasts. Fasting once
or twice a week might be the proper course of action for what I desire to get
out of mindfully eating. I want more
discipline in my life; I’m always looking for ways to live with greater
discipline and simplicity; and fasting is a healthy means to frugality. And eating healthier,
I’m sure, will promote
greater creative vitality, making it great for my intellectual practices.
What I
thought I’d get out of fasting was that I’d see that there are more important
things than food. I thought it would
confirm many of my pre-existing notions on living healthy, and mindfulness. But I was wrong.
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